In my previous two posts on hope, I wrote about hope that comes from seeing the spiritual community built by followers of God's Spirit and then Jesus across time--the Kingdom of God, the Beloved Community, those in all times and places who have seen a vision of shalom and attempted to live in it, including many Friends, and including prophets who were willing to look quite strange in order to follow the Spirit in radically peaceable ways.
Unfortunately, I don’t think there’s a way for the whole
world to actually become more like the Kingdom of God—I’m not a proponent of
the Social Gospel and its ideology of progressivism, which would have us
believe that we’re on a historical trajectory toward a world with less
injustice. In some ways this leads me to feel like all my desires for justice
are futile. It makes me want to give up hope, to just be grateful that I’m
comfortable and my needs are taken care of and not worry about anything else.
It’s so tempting to just leave it at that. The Marxist aphorism that “religion
is the opium of the people” is correct to some degree, but I would say the true
opium of the people is comfort. Perhaps it’s religion that makes us
comfortable, with the promise of a hereafter, or perhaps it’s achieving the
American dream of a decent house, car, family, disposable income. I find myself
falling more easily into this trap the older I get. I see the Baby Boomers, who
believed so passionately in fighting against war and for civil rights that it
defined their generation, and now where are they? Mainly, they’re living the
American dream, or striving toward it. It’s easy to think, “Idealism is for the
young,” and to become practical and realistic as I age, acquiring a mortgage,
kids, schedules to keep and retirement to think about.
I’m not THAT old yet (although people who
haven’t seen me for a while keep commenting on my gray streaks of late), and
I’m not yet willing to give up on idealism. Hopefully that means I will never
be too old for idealism.
Right now, I’m convicted that I don’t look “strange” enough.
This is not to say that we should go out of our way to look different, but if
someone looked at my life, comparing it to the life of other Americans, without
being able to hear or read my words, would they see much that was different?
They might see that I bike more than most Americans, that I spend more time at
my meetinghouse than the average American, that I eat fairly healthily and grow
some of my own food, and that I generally wear used clothes, but these (besides
the meetinghouse part) would not be considered particularly strange for an Oregonian.
Am I willing to make the real sacrifices that would be involved in following
any of my senses of prophetic calling fully: eating and wearing only fairly
traded and/or local food and clothing, fully refusing to support the oil
industry for which we go to war and keep whole nations in subjugation, working
actively against immigration injustices, building relationships across racial
and/or socioeconomic boundaries, standing up against the policies of war and
gun sales, refusing to pay war taxes, hosting soup kitchens….
I’m taking baby steps, but I fail all the time. I want a
community to do this stuff with—a community in this time. I see people across
time who have followed their passions and their convictions, who’ve listened to
their Inward Light, who’ve taken baby steps, failed, and built or joined a
movement. I pray for the grace to be one of those people, and for the grace of
fellow travelers.
What keeps me filled with hope? The prophetic voice of my
spiritual community across time, a heavy dose of tenacity and a refusal to let
my fears define me. I choose to keep my Center as God, my true reality the
Kingdom of God within. While I can’t create the Kingdom of God on Earth or a
perfect spiritual community in my time, I can cultivate that Kingdom in myself,
and allow it to break out into human history.
How about you? Would someone see from your actions that you
have any particular prophetic calling?
How about us as a denomination? How are we living out any
particular communal calling right now? Are we listening to the voices of the
prophets in our midst? Are we speaking truth to power with our lives first, and
then our voices? Are we oozing hope into our communities by sheer force of
meditative will? What is your part in this? Are you willing to look strange in
order to follow a prophetic calling? What do you sense that that would look
like for you?